to Sportee...
though we didnt get to noe each other long & well enough... e short period of time is enough to tell wat true frens reali r..
u were someone whom i can confide in.. all my sadness or happiness.. u were there for me.. giving sound advices & cheering me up from tears...
i remember always 'running' to u when i hav probs... pouring out all e agony in me.. aft each time i would always feel so much betta & stronger... u r juz like a big bro to me...
i've learnt tt i should do wat's best for myself.. i've learnt to b strong.. i've learnt tt i could b independent..
ur jokes nv fail to cheer me up.. sometimes lame though... but its e thot that touches my heart...
but u failed to keep ur promise... our supper trips? showing me greenie? how i long to c u... even juz once again?...
'ryan hp' nv appear in my sms inbox again... u last msged me u were in camp, havin reservice... and i told u to tk care...
few days lata, e most unexpected call from someone took my breath away.....
i cried...
y didnt u ans my call?? e ringin of ur phone nv seems to end... y can't u juz pick up???
i saw a butterfly e day i sent u off... i believe it was u... u stopped & looked at me... i stared back at u... den u flew pass all e other ppl.. i looked at u fly.. til i couldn't c anymore traces of u....
its been exactly a yr since u were gone... i hav been missing u since den...
though we are not able to see each other ever again... i will nv forget u..
til nw, i stil hav ur number saved in my phone... hoping tt one day i will c ur calls or msges again... everything will become a dream... i've nv attended ur wake, i've nv seen e butterfly, i've nv walked e last path w u.....
but i noe, all is juz a dream....
u may b gone... but e memories of u lives in my heart forever...
Love,
gracie
i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!
