to Sportee...







though we didnt get to noe each other long & well enough... e short period of time is enough to tell wat true frens reali r..


u were someone whom i can confide in.. all my sadness or happiness.. u were there for me.. giving sound advices & cheering me up from tears...


i remember always 'running' to u when i hav probs... pouring out all e agony in me.. aft each time i would always feel so much betta & stronger... u r juz like a big bro to me...


i've learnt tt i should do wat's best for myself.. i've learnt to b strong.. i've learnt tt i could b independent..


ur jokes nv fail to cheer me up.. sometimes lame though... but its e thot that touches my heart...


but u failed to keep ur promise... our supper trips? showing me greenie? how i long to c u... even juz once again?...


'ryan hp' nv appear in my sms inbox again... u last msged me u were in camp, havin reservice... and i told u to tk care...


few days lata, e most unexpected call from someone took my breath away.....


i cried...


y didnt u ans my call?? e ringin of ur phone nv seems to end... y can't u juz pick up???


i saw a butterfly e day i sent u off... i believe it was u... u stopped & looked at me... i stared back at u... den u flew pass all e other ppl.. i looked at u fly.. til i couldn't c anymore traces of u....


its been exactly a yr since u were gone... i hav been missing u since den...


though we are not able to see each other ever again... i will nv forget u..


til nw, i stil hav ur number saved in my phone... hoping tt one day i will c ur calls or msges again... everything will become a dream... i've nv attended ur wake, i've nv seen e butterfly, i've nv walked e last path w u.....


but i noe, all is juz a dream....



u may b gone... but e memories of u lives in my heart forever...







Love,
gracie



i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!