CONCUSSION ON MY HEAD!!!!





HELP!!!!!






I TINK IM TURNING MORON....



i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!

Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most..



I almost cried while watchin e MV... enjoy~









I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away show the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do



i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!

so sick of life & wk recently. some bloody workers, morons, stupid ppl r reali pissing me off... fuck.. y m i so surrounded by them....





RETAIL THERAPY WOULD B A VERY GD WAY TO DE-STRESS!!!!!





but who noes, e tot of retail therapy gets me more incoming STRESS instead... WTF!





y shld i b so bothered tt ppl would b unhappy if i go on a spree... im spending my own $$$$$$$ and within my limits........





NOT S IF IM PESTERING PPL TO BUY ME PRESSIES.





I HATE PPL GETTING IN MY WAY WHEN I DO THINGS!!!!





DAMN!!!!.. y do i tink tt way.... shit...











MY NEW FOUND LOVE....









Guess Roma Half Flap in Oyster colour....








or ruby colour... but nt tis design....
















i may even get a Roma Mini Flap Purse if im in the mood...






IM SO IN NEED TO SHOP!!!!! yipeee.. but if i hear comments like... NO U CANNOT BUY!!! DUN BUY!!!!! i tink i would juz swipe EVERYTHING off e shelf... (YES! in a fit of anger....)



i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!












wishes for myself:



- b pretty everyday...
- b prettier???
- 23 inch waist
- 34 inch bust!!! (w/o bra) hahahahah
- pimpleless!!!
- silky smooth hair
- gd health
- bloody nose stop sneezin!
- b rich!!!!
- get to c cuties EVERYDAY!! .... nt juz smelly disgusting uncles!!!
- class 2b & 3 lic








tats all for nw =)

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YAY im finally 21!!! but old.. -.-



havin tink back wat hav i accomplished in e last 21 yrs of my life

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hmmmmm








nth much actuali...










nth much... -.-







had a wonderful bday..... though my MP3 gt stolen..... CCB!!!!!! (i wonder who's tt chao cheapskate bastard... took my mp3 & a pack of half eaten FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES!!!) so hungry izit???? KNN!!! argh...








back dated to last wk.... went for earli bday celebration w family at Suntec, Kuali....







lots & lots of pictures on food!!!!!!!






im nt gona say much...









nt in e mood.... MY MP3 GOT STOLEN!!!! remember???.....














my lovely family ~ muacks!















pasta, pizzas, potato salad, salmon, cheese....
















pot-full of crayfish, octopus, scallop...
















oysters!!!! (though i dun eat)


















smoked salmon!!!!!!!!! one of my fav!!!!


















cream of spinach.... super yummy!!!!! DIE DIE MUZ TRY!!!!!


















chocolate cake!!! sinfully irresistable~




















blue berry heart shaped cake!!!! soooooooooooooooo cute.....



















slurp....


















aaaaawwwwwwwwww... doesnt it melt ur heart to see so mani cutie little pastries??? i cant even bear to gobble it!!!!!!!!



















salad! mango pudding! PASTRIES AGAIN!!!


















shit im hungry!!....














sigh....










though i may b FAT.....
















but i'll nv forsake u

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FONDUE~











TO BE CONTINUED ~



i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!

YIPEE!!!!

















HOT PINK DRESS COMIN MY WAY!!! GUESS I WOULD HAV TO WAIT TIL END OF MTH B4 IT ARRIVES... sobs... but still hapi.. =p







Received my 1st pressie from sis, geok & ed... THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!! lalala






VERY NICE!!! I SMELL LIKE A MANGO NW!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAA



DELICIOUS~





I'm gona hav buffet dinner w family tonight & leavin for a sponsored birthday holiday tml!!!!!!!!!!





HOW GREAT CAN LIFE BE...







at tis pt of e time i would like to sing e M1 commercial song~


* ur walking on sunshine.... ooohhhhh hhhooooooo*


* ur walking on sunshine... oooooohhhhhhh hhhoooooooooooooo*


* humming continues

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shit.. nw e song gt stuck in my head...



i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!

容祖儿 - 爱情复兴




华丽的巴洛克圆舞曲
卡夫卡朗诵着诗句
时空互相交错的场景
中古世纪的爱情
我像关在　
被咀咒的古堡
我像闯进　
马车经过的巷道
我像听见　
修道院的祷告
逆流
时间的路找不到　
找不到
爱听说能穿越几世纪　
痛苦过幸福过会重映
我们附身彼此记忆　
才这样纠缠到无止尽
传说爱能飞几千里　
降落到今生的拥抱里
如果摆脱不了宿命　
就任它写错剧情
等待着被救赎的哭泣　
连上帝都只能默许
我们相遇惊动了天地　
横扫乱世的爱情
我像看到　
木偶有泪在掉
我像听见　
街头艺人的讪笑
我像俘虏
卫兵挡在地窖
逆流　
时间的路找不到
找不到
我们都别再做个逃兵
等待再一次爱情复兴
让秒针暂停
从轮回中睡醒
爱个彻底
爱是一出　
唱不完的歌剧



http://www.tt78.net/play.asp?id=99651&art=240



i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!

i so wana get a tattoo!!!


wat shld i put???


ani suggestion????





p/s: if u can't accept tattoos SHUT UP! i tink its an ART... i noe it is permanent & i might regret... but y would i?? =)



i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!

to Sportee...







though we didnt get to noe each other long & well enough... e short period of time is enough to tell wat true frens reali r..


u were someone whom i can confide in.. all my sadness or happiness.. u were there for me.. giving sound advices & cheering me up from tears...


i remember always 'running' to u when i hav probs... pouring out all e agony in me.. aft each time i would always feel so much betta & stronger... u r juz like a big bro to me...


i've learnt tt i should do wat's best for myself.. i've learnt to b strong.. i've learnt tt i could b independent..


ur jokes nv fail to cheer me up.. sometimes lame though... but its e thot that touches my heart...


but u failed to keep ur promise... our supper trips? showing me greenie? how i long to c u... even juz once again?...


'ryan hp' nv appear in my sms inbox again... u last msged me u were in camp, havin reservice... and i told u to tk care...


few days lata, e most unexpected call from someone took my breath away.....


i cried...


y didnt u ans my call?? e ringin of ur phone nv seems to end... y can't u juz pick up???


i saw a butterfly e day i sent u off... i believe it was u... u stopped & looked at me... i stared back at u... den u flew pass all e other ppl.. i looked at u fly.. til i couldn't c anymore traces of u....


its been exactly a yr since u were gone... i hav been missing u since den...


though we are not able to see each other ever again... i will nv forget u..


til nw, i stil hav ur number saved in my phone... hoping tt one day i will c ur calls or msges again... everything will become a dream... i've nv attended ur wake, i've nv seen e butterfly, i've nv walked e last path w u.....


but i noe, all is juz a dream....



u may b gone... but e memories of u lives in my heart forever...







Love,
gracie



i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!

i have reached a stage that i even find peeing and wiping my ass is a chore

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mayb it's e PMS...







its exactly 1 month and 1 day more to my BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





my wish is still the LV RASPBERRY BEDFORD & RED GUCCISIMA WALLET!!!







MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... YES!!!! I'M STIL DREAMIN OF IT!!!










now u all noe wat i wan... can i say wat i hate?????









can i?? can i?????









*stares at u w tt doleful eye* ding ding ding..












THINGS I HATE TO RECEIVE FOR BDAY

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NUMBER 1!






SOFT TOYS!!!!!! very cute huh? *slaps bear off e table!*


i am very sorry! but im no normal girl!! I HATE SOFT TOYS!!!! ESPECIALLY DISGUSTINGLY BIG & FLUFFY ONES & CAREBEARS!!!!! *angrily*






NUMBER 2!







MUGS!!! CUPS!! BOTTLES!! WATEVER!!! *smash on floor* they r all e same!! & i have ALOT at home..





SO..






NO THANKS...






NUMBER 3!!







DECO STUFFS!! KEYCHAINS! BOOK MARKS! NOTEBOOKS!!!!!







NOOOO!!!!!










NUMBER 4!!






PERLINI SILVER'S STUFFS!!








can i have white gold instead???? hehehehehehehehe








i tink i shld stop here... gettin materialistic........ hohohohohoho













anyway, if u r reali cute, u can get me things fr perlini silver.. IT HAS TO BE A REALI NICE ONES!!!!!BUT STILL, NO SOFT TOYS!!!!!







OR U CAN GIVE U CASH INSTEAD!








WAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA



i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!

wat's w all the BLOODY UNCLES IN THE WORLD?!

why can't they just let INNOCENT, CUTE, TIMID, LOVABLE, HUGGABLE, KISSABLE LITTLE GIRLS (like me) OFF???










! @ # $ % ^ & * (














i was on my way home w dear KK last nite when we suddenly felt like munchin on some JUNKS! tsk tsk tsk....



so we made our way to e nearest 7-11 and parked e car by e rd side...



aft making our purchase, we stood by e car to njoy our mash potato...



u noe, it is such heaven to hav something hot to eat when u r hungry n sneezin.. i was so totally engrossed w it.. smacking my lips, tasting the thick, succulent, saltish, pepperish-brown sauce together w the soft, tangy, aromatic, mashed potato!! it melts in my mouth.. leavin tinge of mash stuck in between the teeths... e taste of it lingers even aft i tried swallowing some saliva dwn... & at e same time, it scalded me as well ...OOOOOHHHHHH








BUT THAT IS NT E POINT!!!










A STINKY! PERVERTED! UNCLE!!!! DEPRIEVED ME OF ALL THAT ENJOYMENT..........













HE...




















HE....

























walked up really close to me when the path is so WIDE AND EMPTY and tried to TOUCH ME!!!! in my butt?!!!!! or wherever!!!!
























HE TRIED TO BLOODY TOUCH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!














of coz he did not succeed as KK pulled me away....
















he den stopped directly INFRONT OF OUR CAR to flag for a cab!!!






















WHAT IS SO FUCKING WRONG??!! CANNOT GO FURTHER DOWN MEH???????















he den stood there and stared at me... and when a cab stopped he just signalled e cab to move off! and continued staring at me for awhile b4 he is finally satisfied and moved off to the bus stop ahead!!!! DAMNIT!!!!











we left for home shortly.....



















today, i was sneezin again.... infact!!! I AM STIL SNEEZIN NOW!!!!



it was lunch time.... tin tin & i went to e nearby market and i decided on 1 fish soup stall...









so i went to order it but waited quite long at e stall... tis UNCLE, who is a cleaner, keeps the plates for tis stall.. i noe he is very busy... but at least he can be a little more GENTLE!!!!! he threw the plates into e pail of water!!!! and it SPLASHED ON MY WHITE SHORTS!!!!!!!!!!!













EXCUSE ME!!! THERE IS SOMEONE STANDING INFRONT AND U HAV NO COMMON SENSE TO THINK THAT IF U THROW THE PLATES INTO THE WATER, THE WATER WILL SPLASH???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!


















DAMN THOSE STUPID PPL!!!!!!!


















as if all these UNCLES ARE NOT IRRITATING ENOUGH....






















we sat right infront of this sugarcane juice stall, own by TWO UNCLES!!!!!!!!






















THEY KEPT STARING AT US, NODDING AND SMILING CHEEKILY TO ME WHEN I ACCIDENTALLY MADE EYE CONTACT W THEM.... THROUGHOUT OUR WHOLE LUNCH OK!!!!!





















DUN COMMENT ON OUR DRESSINGS OK!! THERE'S NOTHIN REVEALING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
















FUCK U!! I HOPE ALL UR SUGARCANES ROT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAY ALL THE BLOODY PERVERTED UNCLES BE BALD............



i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!

i nv liked to ask for things... if u wan me to hav something... give it to me den.. dun expect me to beg!

n dun try to claim credits when i achieve something ON MY OWN!!... u juz happened to b part of it tts all...

some ppl r very weird.. they tok to u nicely suck up to u when nobody is ard.. when MY frens r ard, they wil act bossy, scold me, tok to me rudely!! thus making me 'lose face' ... i dono wat they're tinkin...

im soooo tired... yawnnnnn... i betta go slp...



i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!

counting down...





57 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!!!





remember my pressies k.... LV LV LV LV lalalalalalala





i feel like blogging today... but there's nth interesting... so sad...






i tink i shld juz go pack my desk, fold my clothes, change my bedsheet, wash my hair???? zzzz







hw looserish to b at hm on a sunday...




i hav dates actuali.. but i said NO??? duh.... -___________________-



i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!

i can't slp.. i dono y..

suddenly tis sadness juz came over me... damnnnnn

i knew wat i wanted all tis while.. n i gt it.. but nw?? i do feel happier though... mayb some ppl said some things tt made me feel... hmmmmmmmmmm


oh well.. juz remain s wat it is nw.. too much choices doesnt seems good at times... it only gives me MORE HEADACHES!



aaahhhh.. suddenly i miss MY GUCCI WALLET so muchhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!






*sing* I JUST.. CAN'T GET YOU OUTTA MY HEAD............ na na na....

but i'll try to forget u.. reali tks time..













on a happier note.. i've been informed ytd tt my shot for a Sony Microvault has been approved by the I-AM-SURE-HE-IS-HANDSOME client...


a big big KISS for u... u lucky thing... u cant b ugly i noe!!!! BCOZ U APPROVED MY PHOTOS!!!!





WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!





some pics taken at zouk on fri night.. for Juice invite =) ryan & tin...

rest of e guys were busy drinkin n ermmm kissing ard.... yes.... *giggles*







zilian-ing again in office.. taken on e day before meetin mel to take photos!!! AGAIN... ya i noe...







mmm... u noe wat??? suddenly i feel tt my butt has grown bigger... or eerr perkier??? hahahhahaa.. watever!



gd nite n swt dreams to me...

i love me.. muacks



i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!

VERY ANGRY!!!!

i have always been a serious anti smoker!!! i hate e smell, e taste, e sight of it!!!! i dun even like to hold it for ppl bcoz it stinks my hand!!!!

ytd, i went to the opening for Q bar...was a last min decision... tt plc is quite 'executive' i would say... felt rather out of place.. s me n my colleague dressed beachy-ly....

we hanged ard grd floor awhile ppl seeing b4 we went up to e 2nd floor... mani medias.. mani rich man, rich women, rich gays..... and mani photographers!!!!

we were happily talkin and laughin when suddenly i felt a sudden 'cut-like' feelin on my hand... i immediately turned my head ard n realise a grp of ppl takin photos... n tis guy furthest from me put his hand onto e shoulder of his fren.. who is nearest to me... his hand was holding a BLOODY CIGGARETTE!!!!!

THAT REALI PISSES ME OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i grabbed my arms in pain, complainin to my colleague, and comes tis guy apologising!!!! and askin if he could buy me a drink for make up...


HELLO!!! EXCUSE ME, FUCK U!!!! U THINK BY APOLOGISING DEN MY HAND WUN HURT HUH!!!!!!??????!!!!!

IF U BLOODY SMOKERS DUN EVEN NOE HOW TO HOLD UR CIGG PROPERLY DEN DUN SMOKE!!!!!!! EXTREMELY INCONSIDERATE!!!!!!!!!! KNN!!!!

WHAT DO U TINK I AM?????!!!! ASHTRAY HUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CB

(AND BTW, DRINKS ARE FREE FLOW TT NITE.. SO BUY MY ASS???!!!)


I SHOULD HAVE SLAMMED HIS HEAD WITH AN ASH TRAY!


U R ALREADY POLLUTING THE ENVIRONMENT, CAUSING PPL TO SUFFER CANCER COZ OF 2ND HAND SMOKIN & NOW U DUN EVEN BOTHER TO HOLD THEM PROPERLY AND MAKE SURE NO ONE IS NEAR U WHEN U HAPPILY DECIDE TO SWING UR CIGGS!! U DUN EVEN BOTHER TO MAKE SURE U DUN BURN ANY 1 IN E PROCESS!!!! CHAO CB!!!!!


i m reali very aggitated... not my 1st time getting burnt already.. its always us innocent non smokers who kena!!! DUN TEL ME CRAPS LIKE SMOKERS GET BURNT TOO!! TT IS UR BLOODY PROBLEM OK!!! U SMOKE, U GET BURNT!! FAIR ENOUGH!!!!!


DUN EVEN PUSH THE BLAME TO US SAYIN ..

'U COME NEAR ME URSELF WHAT!'

FUCK U!!!


IF YOU WANA TEL ME ... U'VE NV BURNT ANYONE IN UR LIFE....


FUCK U TOO!!!!


BCOZ...


U WILL SOONER OR LATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




im beginning to really love the non smoking campaigne in coffee shops!!! ....




I HATE U SMOKERS!!! HHHUUUMMMPPFFFFFFFFF!!!



i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!

i feel so sad... my red Gucci wallet is NOT AVAILABLE IN SG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

AND IT COST BLOODY S$800+ !!!!

But i finally found it in Shanghai's branch... anyone gg over to shanghai???? I WAN MY WALLET!!!!! e bloody sales girl refuse to courier the wallet to me!!!!



DAMNNNNNNNN!!!!!




my heart died..... *SOB SOB SOB*




i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!

THE TWO MUST HAVE!!!!




Lao niang's birthday is just less than 3 months away from now!!!!!! Ain't u supposed to start saving up and get me a pressie??????????




FUSSING OVER WHAT TO GET FOR ME?????


NO WORRIES... ITS A PROBLEM NO MORE!!!!!!!......











NO. 1 IN LIST.....






Red Guccissima Leather Wallet...













FOLLOWED BY...........











LV RASPBERRY MONOGRAM VERNIS BEDFORD BAG!!!! ...
















OOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH





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LOVE......















GET IT FOR ME PLEASE.... I PROMISE I'LL B NICE TO U.... (if ur cute) *blink blink*




i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!

DOWN WITH A BLOODY FEVER OF 39.1!!!!!





DAMNIT!! PRAY I DUN BECOME RETARD...




ZZZZZ






pic of me rollerblading at ECP on sat 27.5.06..



i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!

a series of photos...


its trendy to show tummy eh...











love my naval ring.. hehe..



















tryin to act bitchy..









oh?









yippee... =p



















we wan flat tummies!!!!!





i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!

lalalala...

i've been rather lazy to blog recently.. or mayb, my life's nt interesting enough!!!! c'mon!!!! i neeed some entertainment!!!!!

feeling rather moody too.. due to wk i tink?? n something else.. but i hav no idea wat it is... *roll eyes*

on a higher note! i've bought lenses recently!!!! though i have perfect eyesight... misty grey and warm hazel!!! i love it soosososososo much!!! *c my big n beautiful picture* ahaahahaha very nice rite??? can go ard electricute ppl liao!!!! muahahahahahaha...

i bought it at 2 pairs for $42. Promotional price from Freshkon! i tink its rather cheap and super nice to wear... i remember wearin coloured lenses few yr back.. ermm.. forgot which ulu brand already... n it is like.. so irritating for e eye.. i kept tearing non stop & i felt giddy.. but freshkon is reali nice.. i dun even feel it there sometimes.. lets hope its nt bcoz i dropped my lenses on e street... =p hahaha...

i wanted to upload my zi-lian pic in black eyes!! but blogger doesnt allow me to... damnit...

few weeks back, was my big uncle's 60th birthday!!! we went to Fatty Weng Restaurant for celebration... i tink its a chinese's tradition to hav 'big' celebrations for ages 60, 70 or 80...

PICTURES!!!!!!!

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oh ya... i forgot blogger doesnt allow me pictures now.... !@#$%^&*()


i love big butt and i cannot lie!!!

i didnt hav lunch e whole aftnoon... was kinda lazy s usual... so....

i was practically eating little tidbits for e whole day...

bfast was... cheese egg bread prep by daddy...

tea break, choco mashmallow cake. had e whole box 8 of it!!! followed by latte yogurt & blueberry yogurt...

and now... im eatin cheese cubes... (i wonder will i LS)



PARTY CUBES!!!





it comes in 3 flavours...

green = green peppercorn.. aka 'qing jiao' & yucks! i hate it! but it tastes reali nice with cheese...

pink = ham flavour.. blandest of all i shld say... but still, BLOODY nice!

red = tomato flavour... i love it best!!! cheese & tomatoes reali goes well together... i'd love anything with these 2 in it... tastes like heaven!!!!!


*SLURPS*





u seeee... so cute right!!! i love it so much...





i even stack it up... no choice... sitting in e office for too long makes me crazy..!!







aaawwwwwwwww.... cheesey cheesey!!!!









and i finished it all in a matter of few mins...

damnit! so fat! i juz realise it has 22.5g of FATS!!! DAMNNNN..




i told u i love cheese...





i love big butts & i cannot lie!!!