Just a Thought..

I'm usually a very patient & understanding person and I don't normally lose my cool easily.. But that doesn't mean I come packaged with a mild temper.. I just forgive and forget most of the time..

OK, maybe I should say I'll usually let it go and not pursue further. I'll never forget anything that people does to me though.. Good or bad... and I've never been the vocal kind.. I'll burst into angry tears trying to defend myself. So I did what I'm best at... Keeping mum.... I know silence doesn't solve any problem but I don't give a shit fuck. I'm tired..

It's like you walk into a Cafeteria and you casually mention that you are having 'TEA', except that the real thing you ordered is actually a glass of 'BAILEY'S BANANA COLADA'. Then you get a slap on your face and got thrown out of the Cafeteria and you have to explain yourself why you said you are having TEA instead of 'BAI-LEYS-BA-NA-NA-CO-LA-DA'?..... How are you supposed to explain that?! You don't!! Because saying anything more just sounds plain stupid, when the thing you get accused for is already something stupid in the first place.

You don't call the Pot a Kettle when you are being called the Kettle first.. Right? At least it is this way for me...

My horoscope's an OX remember? OXes have foul temper and I'm not exceptional. All's needed is just a push of the button and well, I guess somebody did successfully activate my switch this time round. Thank Goodness not fully.. I am still my highly tolerant self.....

Happens Everywhere... At work, in life... It is just some unrequited kind of thing... It doesn't pay to be too nice because you never know when people might just turn around and accuse you of being hypocritical.. At a snap of their finger.. You get thrown out again.

Then you'll be wondering to yourself.. Damn, Tea is just a casual Term of saying i'm drinking something... What have I done now? Can't I just sit there and have a glass of 'innocent Bailey's Banana Colada' peacefully.....?


Sigh. That's all. It's Just a Thought..



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